Here in these deep city lights
Girl could get lost tonight
I’m finding every reason to be gone
There’s nothing here to hold on
Could I hold you?
You are still in a frozen state. And in the deepest, darkest recesses of your being you know things are never going to be the same. What happened? Life, they say. You agree.
But when are you gonna move forward? They already have. They never took a second glance at you. You’re the only one on standstill, clinging on to that special something which you are now unsure of if genuine or just a mere product of your penchant for naive romanticism.
The cynics are now laughing. You slowly take a step. But being the idealistic romantic that you are, you try to keep one foot in the same place, wishing or hoping that somehow, they find you there, that they realize you never left at all. After all, you are in the belief that you are one of the few things in this world that is constant.
Can I just say that even I can’t believe this came out of me just a few hours ago? Like what my undergrad professor commented on facebook, I am in love with the last line. It feels surreal. It’s like somebody else wrote it or something.
I got wasted twice within a week and I smoked my first cigarette. All because of a single guy who does not even care. What’s happening to me? I feel cheap.
Come On, Get Higher
Some Mad Hope
So come on, get higher, loosen my lips
Faith and desire and the swing of your hips
Just pull me down hard
And drown me in love
It took a lot of tears, but oh, you had to find those
Sympathetic years the ones you left behind him